Monday, August 1, 2011

Hate #2


Hate Hate Hate making decisions. Hate making decisions telling people about those decisions and then having them change. I hate the look of, "I knew you wouldn't do it." I hate disappointment.

I shouldn't really give a rat's ass about what people think because it's our life not theirs, out choices not theirs. The decision had been made to homeschool Fire and we were really excited to give this child that time to kind of learn how to control outbursts and have quiet time to do it without others overwhelming presence. Fire has been excited off and on but I think the summer has swayed that vote. Fire now wants to be in school. Yes we should be the parents and make the final decision but I am having some doubts too.

I applied for a job now and who knows what will happen.

I just hate making decisions!!